Hi I am back now the sun has decided to venture out at times...
Been a tough few weeks.. seen bottom of a pit and decided to keep myself busy... working stupid hours to try and claw back some of the money i lost while i was sick end Jan/Feb still have this darn cold but its manageable. Also decided to use my brain an build a PC or as my mum says assemble... lol its all up and running and here I am.... few switches and i am in the big wide world.
So whats new:
Having physio... which although hurts like hell and has made me sick physically after treatment.. i think its going well... had a really good session on Thursday.. and although leg its still very tender today (Sunday) i can see signs that my ankle can be skinny again... don't get me wrong.. the pain in like having chronic tooth aches in your calf, ankle and under your foot... pregablin and nurofen express 512mg... not really helping, but guessing pain would be worse it i did not chuck them down my throat.
Emma is playing football today so i decided to stay home after dropping her off.. driving was painful so not pushing it as in work tomorrow and really need to function and get sales...
its mothers day.... wished mum happy mothers days and ordered her a photo book.. all she has to do is add her photos... simple.. but she liked the one i did for her birthday so sticking with what works... plus mum is not the flower type.
News with house... nothing apart from rent increase.... so phoned them up now have to do online complaint... why cant anything these days be sorted with one phone call..????? waste of time and money.
On Cornwalls housing list..... that will be a very long wait... been on there since 2007... and not a sniff of a house... I am not in a rush to move as quite like my job well most times.. just hate living in a shit hole surrounded by criminals and real benefit scroungers... who could work but crime pays better than employers.. I can see that it does... these are the people the government should be putting a squeeze on... if you break the law you lose your entitlement to benefit.... blime that will lower crime rates quickly.
I am a bit torn with these companies that offer people a chance to work and the government support the scheme.. i can see it stops people getting real jobs but it does give employers and employees the chance to see if they are suitable for each other and gives people the chance to feel a bit of pride in going to work.. its a shame it gets abused by both parties. I can see the good and bad side of this and for some it would be good others not.. I think people need to have the desire to work.. and that's being lost as benefits and crime do pay.... i see it daily..
I do think and believe the system needs a good shake up but not sure the people we put into power have any idea what its like at the bottom of the food chain.. what its like to live day to day.. and on a low wage just enough to exclude you from any help from anyone.. but not quite enough for you to live on.. just to exist, you have no way to better yourself even it you have the drive as you are limited by your pocket and what is available to you.. i.e if i wanted to do a open uni course... there is no way i could fund it or find enough time to do it as I work 10-13 hours most days to exist . catch 22. I am not alone thousands are in similar boats we want to do and be better.. but in reality its not going to happen.
Like today I woke up... i thought about going for a swim realized nope not going to happen as nearing end of month and money to tight.. I want to be able to go for a swim every morning.. but how would that effect my bank and my energy levels.. ??? I have decided i will do this for a month... I am going to see what is available and see what happens as I am fed up being chunky... and lets face it running is out of the question..and most exercise is..
Decided to set up wacky t shirt website too,... tamswackytshirts.co.uk just got a few designs on there nothing special at this moment coz i have being working long hours.. but its something i enjoy doing and its different to anything else i do..
I am finding it difficult to concentrate and keep on one topic at a time.. those who talk to me may notice this.. i know when i am at work some days its harder than others to concentrate on what customers want.. not sure whats going on there.. some times feel a little bored..but i think that's due to customers calling in ask stupid questions.. and why on earth would you call to be taken off a marketing list.. do these people really call every company that drops a leaflet through their door.. wonder if domino's or the other companies have calls like this.. barmy people... why waste your time just bin it or better still recycle it.. don't waste your time... if you just want to chat to someone call your family and friends don't call me! lol its not as if i personally send you these leaflets...
Well the pork is cooking nicely... just need to start the rest of the dinner.. so i will dash off,.... and i will be back with more... bye thanks for reading my rants..
